I am silly or just a stupid. Oh let’s say, not just a clever!Sometimes I think it’s possible to admit to oneself that, dude, you’re not that smart. And that there are people who are smarter, more talented, etc. I have always been unjustly praised in terms of intelligence. It all started in the family. From childhood, they wanted to see good grades, and getting into university was an obsession. Not understanding that I was getting those grades through sheer effort. And many subjects are just not interesting to me. For example, mathematics and other exact sciences. Thanks to homeschooling, my teachers helped me as much as they could. I studied at home. And that saved me and helped me finish school. I was also saved by the fact that the year I graduated, mathematics was not a mandatory exam. And I did not choose mathematics, much to the delight of myself and my teachers. I barely finished university, staying for another year. And in university, I only learned what I wanted. But no one understood that I didn’t have any special intelligence or abilities. And there are so many expectations after graduation! Relatives are surprised that I am not working and not earning money. Unfortunately, I don’t have that much brainpower. And in my country, only IT specialists (and not all of them) and doctors make money. Everyone else is just in business! I don’t live in the USA! Although I write everywhere that I am in the USA. I don’t have the brains to be an IT specialist or a doctor. Yes, can you imagine, I have no brains! That happens! Not everyone knows how to solve math problems and pass exams. And, in general, to continue studying in that field. For business, you need parents with initial capital. Or again, brains and luck, which I do not have!
