FinDom Goaldigger Singer

Spotify

Let’s get to know each other?! Let’s get acquainted with me again. You will be in shock! I am not who you think I am! Everyone has their own choices. Everyone has their own job, and everyone earns as they can. I have always been like this! In general, I am a dancer, singer, and model for adults since I was 18. I have an official psychiatric diagnosis and a disability due to vision impairment since childhood. Now I also have a disability due to ADHD, antisocial personality disorder, and I am on the autism spectrum. I don’t understand why this surprises anyone only now :)! To judge me, you need to live the life I live! I repeat, to have the right to judge me, you need to be in my shoes. No one knows what has happened in my life and what lives I have lived before. I have received comments under one post saying that my content does not match the image of a spirit. In fact, this is my personal page, not a page where I share audiobooks by Allan Kardec. Secondly, I acknowledge and completely agree that I am a low spirit. And the fact that I recorded audiobooks by Allan Kardec and study his books once a week does not make me an angel at all. I am not an angel in any way. I have my own weaknesses, vices, and imperfections. I cannot become an angel and fly to heaven in one life. I cannot become a High Spirit in just one incarnation. And that’s okay. You don’t need to tell me that I am not like that, that I am different. You don’t need to attribute qualities to me that I do not possess. If I do something good, no one will ever know about it. I have the right to be who I want to be and do what I like. This is my life and my free choice. And yes, I have to work, eat, and live somewhere. Surprise! And I earn money as I can and with the opportunities I have. You don’t need to nitpick at my photos, videos, and music. I want to engage in charity myself, not stand with a begging bowl asking for alms. Yes, I like the content that I create. I like my music. And yes, I have antisocial personality disorder; I am a sociopath. The fact that I haven’t killed anyone in this life is already a big progress for me. And don’t attribute angelic qualities to me that I do not currently possess. In this life, I need to eat something and have a roof over my head. I would love to leave everything for the spiritual, but unfortunately, it doesn’t work for me in this life. Right now, I am in a situation where I need to somehow live and earn a living. I fully understand that I am not an angel. Well, that’s okay for me. To judge me, you need to live my life. Yes, I have a very high score for antisocial personality disorder. And for a sociopath, my behavior in this life is quite normal. But people want to turn me into an angel and send me to heaven. Or to live some kind of spiritual life on Earth. Well, I can’t and don’t want to become an angel at the moment. Yes, I can do something good for other people secretly. But that is my personal choice and my business. I definitely do not want to elevate myself above others and tell everyone that I am an angel. I am who I am. I have the right to be that way. I acknowledge that I am a sociopath. I acknowledge that I am a low spirit. Yes, my friends love and appreciate me very much. No matter how difficult it is for me financially, I engage in charity with the little things I sometimes earn. But that is my personal affair. And it is secret. I just talked about it, but I won’t say anything more about it. I don’t want to show or tell that I am supposedly a good person. I can seem bad and I have every right to. I don’t like it when people want to make an idol out of me and a model of a good person. I am not a good person. I have the right to be bad for someone. I am so tired of explaining that you don’t need to attribute qualities to me that I do not possess. And in general, from my experience, I will say – the people who helped me in difficult situations were those who were not angels on social media. A person can look however they want! I never judge a person by their content, face, or work. I am not a fraud, and I do not call or force anyone to give me money. So what’s the problem? If I bother someone, unfollow me!